Ordinary language is all right.
One could divide humanity into two classes:
those who master a metaphor, and those who hold by a formula.
Those with a bent for both are too few, they do not comprise a class.
Things are not going well. They were going so well yesterday.
Boy, you act like I need ya / can't get with amnesia
From Geoff, a phrase I must record for posterity, regarding The West Wing: 'the pornography of competency'. Oh yes.
'They are playing a game. They are playing at not
playing a game. If I show them I see they are, I
shall break the rules and they will punish me.
I must play their game, of not seeing I see the game.'
Unleashing some Socratic-Platonic shit on your ass: if you understand why or how something is valuable, then you value it. Therefore if you do not value it, you do not understand it.
I hope the paper I have been working on for almost two years (more if you count, like, the 23 years of my life leading up to that point, ha) does not simply boil down to me believing this. I mean, it seems like a nice belief to have. But a tough one to support. At least now maybe I can be direct about it. Aside from being direct having the consequence of making me entirely fucking rewrite my fucking paper. By which I mean my plan for my paper (of which there are now eighty-two). Since I have not yet, technically, 'written' 'a' 'paper'.
Notes on the ' . . ' punctuation in Williams that I mentioned the other day:
1. This dot thing is most frequently used in the forties to early fifties, in both Paterson and the other poems.
2. It's not used before 1949 or so outside of Paterson, in which it's used right from the start in 1946. [?]
3. In Paterson he's more liberal with the double dots . ., whereas they're much rarer in any other poems.
4. They seem to almost always come at the ends of stanzas, sentences, or substantial fragments - grammatically whole phrases. When they don't it's often because they separate items in something like a list.
5. It's almost always a single dot, then sometimes double dot, and in book IV of Paterson he starts using a handful of dots spaced all the way across the page as some sort of vertical separator.
6. The spacing of the dots from each other, and from the text, varies - whether 'freely' or 'arbitrarily' or what, I don't know.
7. Outside of these occurrences, at least in the collected poems, his ellipses seem to almost always be not typographically unique characters, but wider, formed from three periods evenly spaced - although I think maybe some ellipses are spaced an en dash distance apart and some are spaced an em dash distance.
8. I don't think MacGowan says anything about this, or really punctuation at all, except to say that changes not of 'critical significance' to punctuation are not mentioned at all in his notes in the appendices. Since there is some of this strange punctuation as per above, though, I suppose MacGowan didn't go crazy 'correcting' it elsewhere. [?]
9. I've never read any of his prose that's not in 'Spring and All' or 'The Descent of Winter' so I don't know if anything like this happens in 'Kora in Hell', or (ha) his essays, etc., but I doubt it.
My poet-professor Keith also had this to say:
Re Williams, I found that Vivienne Koch's William Carlos Williams (New Directions, 1950) says this in the section The Poems: "As for punctuation, it is not for the hell of it, as Mr. Symons suggests, that Williams has put a period after "cheese." It is because the thought and feeling alters at that point and with the following line "Man" we get an intensification and personalization of the general theme suggested by the opening lines down to "cheese." It is a definite contribution of Williams that he has recognized so painstakingly the importance of punctuation and typography to poetry. What e.e. cummings and others have also attempted in a more literal and (often) eccentric fashion, Williams has stabilized into a reliable and integral element in his technique."
"The importance of the visual structure of poetry is not a trivial notion. So conscientiously does Williams take the matter pf punctuation that, comparing the 1934 Objectivist Press edition of the Collected Poems with earlier versions, one finds emendations in which commas, periods, spacing, capitals, etc. have been patiently juggled with increasing sharpness of impact as end products. Titles too......"
'Anyone who despises himself will still respect himself as a despiser.'
I found myself, the last time I was writing a bit of a paper I've been agonizing over, using the word 'constellation' to talk about a group of concepts, so with vaguely aspirational hopes (ooh, I might be saying something even smarter than I thought, etc.), thinking of Adorno's 'constellational' epistemology, I turned to 'Constellation' in Negative Dialectics, thinking to quote it. You will note that I am not quoting it here. Things did not turn out as hoped. Maybe someday. In the meantime I am just writing 'vividly', ha. Please shoot me.